Thursday, January 25, 2018

Errors as Opportunities

I have had the luxury of working at my facility for nearly 22 years. I started out as a Care Assistant, and held that title until I graduated with my BSN. I know people who don’t work in healthcare prior or during nursing school. I feel they are disadvantaged. It was in my position at the “bottom” so to speak, that helped me see the things I did and did not want to model. I had nurses who would tell me “I changed that kid’s diaper.  It is laying in the crib. Since that is your job, I left it for you to weigh.” Wow, talk about being told your place, I thought we were a team here? On the flip side, I had nurses who would walk out of their way to have me help them hold for an IV. They did this just so they could talk me through pointers that were valuable teaching points. I learned pretty soon, that I wanted to be the second nurse…and I didn’t like to be micro-managed. I would not do that to others. I believe strongly that you can tell by actions those who were and were not CA’s prior to their nursing career. 

Someday we will find the answers...maybe


Hi, my name is Joleene and I am not a perfect nurse. (Hi Joleene!) I have made errors in my career.  Big errors, small errors, errors I didn’t even know about until someone else told me much later. My big error was a result of multiple fails that fell through a few departments. I missed my opportunity though; I failed and end result was my fault. My patient ended up being safe, but the processes that led to this error were not. I was unfortunate to have a leader that was more interested in the failure than the events that led to the failure. She told me that she was too angry to talk to me, so I would have to deal with someone else.

So one weekday afternoon I sobbed my way into the Chief Nursing Officer’s office and told her my story as I shook. I was relieved when her response was “What do you think is ONE thing we could change about this system to prevent this from happening again?” I remember telling her, “Well…I actually have thought about several things. I can’t get this out of my head.” As I spoke, she took notes, and would comment on feasibility. She ended by telling me “Thank you for not being afraid to admit your error and to help us learn from it”. A weight was lifted. Over the next six months or so, most of my suggestions were put into place. I feel a bittersweet pride about that. I personally experienced a tale of two leaders in that one experience. One was seeing the world via a concrete lens and the other through a complex adaptive system view. There is no doubt that I am/plan on being the second leader. If one falls, we all fall. The best way to prevent that is to find what tripped us up. 

We, as an industry, must work towards minimizing interruptions. We also need to show that we are aware the role staffing and triaging our tasks play in our job to help prevent errors. As I watched the section on “Just Culture” I was moved, especially by Annie’s Story (2014) Transparency, Compassion, and Truth in Medical Errors: Leilani Schweitzer (2013). Those stories were me. I was the nurse who had made an error, and I was a part of the journey to make it right. Mandatory reporting is a tool to help make it right if used in the right context, or rather, depending on how it is marketed. We need to stress to staff that we are learning from our mistakes, and we need to know what to change. People feel more open to share when they know we are trying to listen. If we just say we need to report any and all events that occur, people feel vulnerable. I have had nurses tell me that their manager would discipline them when they put in incident reports. They decided just not to tell anyone. Wow! That is a bigger problem. We can’t know what it is that we don’t know, so we are shooting ourselves in the foot if we take that route. I was also surprised that the state of Kansas does not report adverse events. The failure to do this results in lack of transparency to the Kansas healthcare consumer — not to mention that it is hindering our ability to move towards a more complex adaptive system. Come on Kansas, get your head in the game! (To be fair, those last words were uttered by me during this week’s loss to OU…my husband’s team). 

This week, we watched the video from Gawande on healing medicine/healthcare. This video in my opinion is the bridge between the two ideas we focused on this week. It pointed out that in order to have value, we need to see where we can cut some unnecessary things. Gawande (2012) used the example of counting the number of CT that were done and compare them to the number that they found positive. They were giving a lot of unnecessary radiation to people — that can in-turn cause harm. By looking at outcomes, they found what changes they did need, and it turns out it can be as simple as a checklist. 


As I watched Ebright’s videos (2010) I became more and more aware that my facility was in fact trending towards a new-age leadership system. We are deep into our Lean journey to identify areas of opportunity, evaluate what makes them opportunities, gather input from all areas to come up with solutions and then put them into action. We don’t stop there though. We re-evaluate, modify, and trial again. Rinse and repeat. We have and will continue to see growth, I have no doubt. I am proud to be a part of leadership here during this time. It is helping to create a mindset of change as good practice. As a leader it helps to know that we are on the right path to the future.


Thursday, January 18, 2018

Understanding Preferences & Personalities

I forgot how fun this learning thing can be. This week I learned a lot.

1.       My personality
2.       How to live my personality for what it is.
3.       How to relate to other personalities.
4.       Conflict is necessary for growth.
5.       Growth exists in the places that others haven’t realized.
6.       Change is not a sign of weakness, but a symptom of growth.

It turns out that I am an ESFJ. Yep, that is me. As I looked at the strengths I nodded along… I am practical, have a sense of duty, loyal, warm, and connect well with others. I scroll down a bit and look at the weaknesses, and I grunted along this time. It said I worry about by social status…umm not since my 20’s, but ok. Inflexible, yes, except this also changed when I met my husband. I guess that I could be more flexible. Reluctant to Innovate or Improvise, that is a hard one. I am not an innovator, but I encourage others to do so. Improvise is something I admit to actively working on. Vulnerable to Criticism, oh boy here we go, yep that’s true. It is also why I did some soul reflection years back and came up with my life motto’ “You can’t change your circumstance, only your response to it”. ESFJ’s are also described as Too Needy and Too Selfless. I am not needy, yes! Finally one that didn’t fit, but I am "too selfless", to be fair that one can sometimes be true. I enjoyed learning of the details of this type of personality, I found it to be so interesting in fact, that my incessant jabber about it inspired my hubby to take the exam himself. It turns out that he is a very rare INFJ Advocate type. It was very fun to read about him and reflect on our lives, we have both helped each other in our areas of weakness. I guess opposites really do attract.




The fact that my husband is an introvert has helped me to do some of the things that Susan Cain (2012) suggested, I respect the need for self-reflection and limited group activities. My hospital is currently on a journey to take us to the digital age that is more continuous and dynamic to not only sustain but move us forward. These are some of the same ideas that were touched on in the Quantum Leadership video (2014). The system we use is the Lean system (Toyota Lean Management), it is designed to help include everyone. I believe that my knowledge of introverts has helped when asking for people to be assigned tasks. I can assign standalone tasks to our introverted team members and group tasks to our extroverts. This helps us all be a part of the team, and put forth our best effort as well.



Caroline McHugh's video was fantastic. I loved her vibe, she was embodying the exact points that she was teaching in that speech. I could never have the guts to wear short hair, nevertheless look so stylish while wearing it. One point that specifically touched me was that we are living our best selves when we are young children (2013). I find that Caroline’s appearance and candid ideas reflect this idea at its core. We are our best selves when we wear our personalities on our sleeves. It is freeing as well, to not feel pressure to hide under a persona that we want others to perceive.


Personality is also a key component in resolving conflict. Conflict, though tough, is one of the more positive things a leader can do to move forward. It allows us to confront an issue that is in the way of our progress as well as allow us to coach our team to reach new heights. Susan Clark and CrisMarie Campbell (2015) speak of using the energy that the conflict has created to force the question that we wouldn’t have asked before. If we use this, as well as factor in the personality factor, we have a better chance of getting to the root cause and pushing past the perceived issue. I have had an example of an employee who was frustrated and perceived I was taking responsibility away from her. I asked this person why she thought I was taking responsibility away from her. Her response was, well, you said that you knew I was overwhelmed so I didn’t need to attend this meeting. She told me she felt like I was punishing her. I knew that she had made that assumption without communicating her concerns. I clarified for her that I in fact said that she didn’t have to worry about attending a meeting. I knew she was busy, I was already going to be there, I felt like I was taking something off of her plate and helping her out. I was very hurt that she felt I intended to punish her, I thought I was helping. I asked her to communicate to me in the future if she has a clarification question. I told her that I would do a better job communicating where I was coming from as well. If I had taken into account her personality type, I would have known from the start that I needed to lead with my reasons for the action that I took. I am a firm believer that our mistakes are the best learning tools and I plan to use this tool to make changes in the future.
A communication breakdown can lead to a much larger issue than the original conflict. I am just going to go out on a limb and assume that we all know the above story line. #FriendsisaTVstaple 


I felt that the video from both Ledgerwood and Gutsche touched on a similar theme. That is that we need to look at life with different lenses (2013). In both situations it is the ability to view the world from a perspective that is rare that gives us the ability to grow.  Gutsche (2015) spoke of the NASA scientist who used his Origami after-work passion to give him the insight to answer the question of how to fit complex satellites into rockets. He also spoke of his own father who used what could have been seen as unfortunate situations into opportunity.

It sure looks like a bank run. In It's a Wonderful Life, we see George Bailey keep his cool and seize the opportunity to  move his community forward by turning an economic crash into a growth opportunity. Yes, at the end of the day he only had Two Dollars to show for his work, but it was his work that was the victory. 

I think it appropriate that in order to use my own example of systems thinking I embodied multiple ideas that were explored this week. I realized that I used the perspective of an authentic self, in a childlike state. I looked at this issues from a lens that shows a glass half full perspective. I realized that what I once thought of as a painful parental obligation has given me insight. the top thought that came to mind when I was watching the video on The Complexity of Life (2009) was…




 I surprised myself that this was the example that I initially thought of. I was not previously a fan of the Power Rangers, but this movie was so important to my 6 year old daughter. It was pleasantly fantastic, with a wonderful message. If you watch the clip, the Rangers are confused as to how they are supposed to fight this creepy villain all stuck together. In fact they fall at first. It is that fall that helps them to get on track again and join together to make their newly formed Megazord move forward as a team. This is how I see our healthcare system working together. We can all be independent entities, and if we spend too much time looking at each segment, we miss the larger message. However, when we unite, and figure out how to move as one, we move forward as a hero in the community. 


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Thursday, January 11, 2018

Understanding My Why

So…Here goes. How funny is it that sitting down to write a blog post has caused so many butterflies in my stomach? I mean, it isn’t like it has been 18 years since I’ve written anything for a grade, right? Yet, when I finally sat down to write this post, the realization that I am just supposed to write about myself sinks in. 

Myself—to detail who I am, to reflect on how processed some amazingly inspiring video presentations, and to project what I can be if I focus on areas that need coaching. This whole assignment is designed to make me better. Now that I have come to that understanding, this doesn’t seem so butterfly-worthy after all.

I am a nurse. This has defined me for nearly half of my life. I am incredibly proud of that. I have often reflected on who I am and where I want to go, but never really “why”. I have always been someone who loves justice—open-minded justice. I want everyone to know where they stand with me, but I want them to laugh with me as well. My father instilled that trait in me. He was a military man, and if you have ever met a military person, you know what I mean. Only he had one additional quality: he used his personality to make people smile, to let them know that he was trustworthy and honorable. That clever personality sealed the deal. You could see his hard work and amazing work ethic, but when he made you laugh, you could relax and breathe. I believe that is what made his leadership abilities so successful. I think they are what make my qualities uniquely special as well.

I love my family, spending time with my friends and neighbors (I live on the most fun street in town by the way, so don’t be jealous), running, reading a good book, and because I am a nerd…I also love podcasts. I may not be living the life I envisioned, but really who does? I mean, if that were true, I would be married to Joe Mcintyre and jetting all over Europe as a fashion icon. Instead, I live and equally amazing life. I get to be Colby Miller’s wife, a mother to four wonderfully individual kids, a loyal friend, and an easy-going, goal-oriented leader for my team at Children’s Mercy.

It could have been different though, I wasn’t always on this course.  About 10 years ago, I decided that I needed to change something about myself, though I didn’t know what. I was in a rut in life. I reflected on my life and how it shaped me. I began to notice that it was the choices that I made that shaped my life, my responses. I used this insight and started telling myself what is now my motto “You can’t change your circumstance…only your response to it”. This self-talk has shaped much more than who I am, it has changed the way I look at nursing. I have always thought of myself as an advocate, one who fights for what my patients and their families need, or what I think the policy should be. As I have grown in myself, I have noted that I can be a much better advocate, for all that I want to advocate for, as a leader. 

Fast forward a bit and here I am. I am currently a nurse manager at Children’s Mercy Hospital. I have worked here nearly 22 years, how lucky am I? I am new to any official leadership position, but I enjoy it. I get to put all of my qualities to work. I am certain that this is the best use of my passion to help people better who they are, and in turn they are able to better care for our patients and their families. 

This week, as I watched the assigned presentations, it became clear how important living my “why” is. Simon Sinek (2010) spoke about the differences in companies’ success as a result of where their message came from, as opposed to what the message asked of us. I had never given much thought before now on this topic, but it makes perfect sense. Being able to communicate our raison d’être in a way that resonates, makes people feel they can trust. It is in this same vein that as nurses we hear it said People won't care how much you know until they know how much you care.

I have long admired Steve Jobs for various reasons. His “why” was so large that it literally moved our world into the technology age that we are in now. That is one powerful “why”. In the video from Steve Jobs (2005), he spoke about connecting the dots. These dots aren’t just retrospective, but also foreshadow the direction we will go. In my job, I have unknowingly been relying on the dots to take our clinic to the desired future state. I feel like sometimes we hit a level and those dots are clear, and all the work we have done makes sense. In hearing this speech, I have learned to trust the dots to take me where I am going. 


In the Michael Jr. video (2015) the audience member was a great example of how purposeful our “what” can be when we apply our “why” to it. When that gentleman sang the first time, it was very good. When he was given direction to sing based on emotion, he knocked it out of the park! In my own life, I can tell how much impact my “why” has had just based on the ease of implementation of new practices. When I can help them relax and breathe, I know they trust the process. 

Porter-O’Grady (2016) is passionate about nursing. He is also passionate about the fact that nursing has to change. He spoke of how most of our nurses are of the age to be Technological Immigrants and this means we need to change how we use technology in healthcare before the technological natives catch up to us. I have long had this same thought, we have to stop living in the “This is how we have always done it” world and start living in the “Let’s just give this a quick try” world instead. Not to mention, we also need to start doing this in a relevant timeline, in order to see the most optimal benefits.

In “what is Leadership” (2014), we see an example of how much better people do when they aren’t being micro-managed. In nursing, we weren’t taught to delegate and trust, we were told to delegate, re-evaluate, and then re-evaluate our re-evaluation. It isn’t always the most productive of actions. David Marquet was able to grow his men to be the best versions of themselves as long as all the conditions are right. The end result was leading and not managing. 

As I reviewed the Nursing Administration Scope and Standards of Practice (2016) I felt like my area of needed growth lies in those areas that make me nervous. I want to grow in my ability to “Recognize conflict as inherent and valuable in effective collaboration” (p.50). I also need to be better at “Provide(ing) support and resources to facilitate the nursing care given by others while retaining accountability for the quality of care an effectiveness of teams.” (p.51). I tend to feel the obligation to do more instead of delegating more, ironically this can backfire

Nursing Leadership is the path that I know I am meant to be on. This means I need to always keep growing. I want to get better at leading my staff. I hope that knowing my why and using it from the standpoint of The Golden Circle, connecting the dots and singing my song with purpose can help me move forward to be an even better leader, and my team to an even better place.



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